well, I am in a grumpy mood today. is it cause i'm getting older? naw!!! i guess it has to do with, lets put it this way, i hate it when, people act like they are your friends, and turn out to be total flakes! i have this so- called friend. (u know who u are if u happen to read this) any way, i have been there for this person, day and night, whenever or whatever drama she may be having. i have never really let too many people in my life, because i'd rather deal with my own dilemna's on my own, then be led on to believe that friendship is real. few people make it to my "FRIENDS" list. onnce you are there, well it will take alot to piss me off. but you get only one chance, and thats it.
don't try to be who you aren't, i don't.
anyway, there have so many times lately that i have needed a friend, and guess what, this flake, well, she isn't around. its ok, i can just pray that she will learn what the meaning of friendship is.
i am not a mean person, i will give you my last piece of bread if you were hungry, i would give you my last dollar, and give you the shirt off my back, but don't blow me off.
the only true friend i really have is my husband. and yes he is really the only one i need, but hey, i'd like to have a female friend who is real. one that i could come to when ever times are tough. i'm sure God has one out there, i just haven't met her yet.
